If you want to survive in this world, keep pushing. Push to your extreme. Whatever situation you're in presently, is for a reason. God wants you to be more strong and more dedicated. He is planning something big, something far more challenging for you. This fight that you're having with your emotions, is worth fighting for. You'll get results in future. Because you cannot connect the dots by foreseeing the future. It can only be done by looking back into your past life. Whenever future arrives, just look back and you'll see each and every dots are making connections. It will be clearly visible then. So, the point is that we should not keep thinking about our worries every minute. Those are the minutes that you're losing, which you may have used to build a better life. Life without worries will be a bore. Worries will remain forever, it will always happen to your life just after you get rid of one. I am just asking you not to look at problems the way you do. Problems are the only reason behind one's development. The way you deal with a problem plays a significant role in your being. Well according to me, life has no problems in it actually, I don't see any of them as problem. Because if I do, I won't be able to tackle with it in an assertive way. This belief helps me a lot to get over things. I have a mind which can loose it's control anytime and if it really does, I'm finished. It is only my attitude towards negative things which is solely helping me not to disown my own mind.